I never been so drunk that I'm not in full control of myself.
I don't mind being the driver on nights out and not drinking anything ( not even one )
I don't need to get P :censored:ED to act like a prat
I only did it once (well really bad) and I wont do it again. I was just about able to think but talking to people that wasnt happening. And was a big problem, if I could not prove I had somewhere to go back to I was going to have to stay at the VGS RAF base. If I refused to, I would be arrsested (that what I was told haha)
But the worst thing is that I made a complete arse out of myself in front the CO. The one that had had me there the last few days on trail to let me join as a staff cadet. I loved my time there and almost f****d it all up. Fortunatly he still allowed me join. After a meeting with him, A b****king and feeling like an idiot.
Although the offer was still open I have not taken it. Maybe I should. Some fantastic opportunites there. But they are limited. I was going to do a bit of both. Just need to get things right.
But just dont do what I did.